First Taste

Friday 21st of August-2009:

My crush called me in the very morning around 3am, lets call her "E". She is a Capricorn with a Cancerian Moon and living far away from me. it was so sweet that she called to check upon me in that hour and saying "good night", she was sitting home watching t.v and was going to sleep, she asked what I'm doing like every call and asked me if I want anything. The call lasted 8 minutes but it was longer than that in my mind. It made me really happy that I knew I will be going out with her soon( I don't know If it will be a date or not)

11:30 pm : After my way back from City Stars Mall (the shopping routine!), I caught my nose bleeding while I was in the car. But it wasn't bleeding from my nose hole, but from the middle of the nose bridge,weird huh? especially when it was bleeding and I never noticed a cut, I wept it many times that it didn't stop the bleeding though. It kept generating blood, having been obsessed with this new T.V series " True Blood" which have Romance, Vampires, and Blood!
it hit my mind to try tasting my own blood and experiment!

I picked some of the bleeding on my hands but it was too much, First I smelt it, But it didn't smell, same metallic smell but that time it was very weak. I tasted it with the tip of my tongue, it was tasteless, I licked it, one lick after the other,taking every time bigger amounts.
And to my surprise it tasted good, nearly sweet and very sugary that tastes like that rose hydrosol my mother sometimes put in her drinking water but fainted! no iron! (couldn't believe it!)

I liked it a lot, that I licked all the blood on my hands and fingers, my friends in the car starring at me in disgust and shock, but I wasn't caring much for that either.

It had a strange effect on me, new. As I licked every drop, I could see weird images in my mind that when combined together looked like visions or dreams but are strangely vivid to my mind, the blood pulled old memories, it wasn't normal because I could also hear a part of that song (Dolphin's Cry-Live) in my mind! I didn't even memorize this song to remember it that way vividly now.

It triggered full blown memories of one of my best friends, I was shocked by the memories and confused, So I just shrugged them off, because I was really enjoying the taste to my surprise. But my friends starting and asking me of what the hell I was doing, besides the "yucks" and "ewws" they gave me, So I stopped by my will.

Leaving the rest of the blood frost on my nose, it was red black dark blood, that I couldn't erase it anymore with my bare hand, so I left it till I got home to clean it up, all my family starring at me ,at my now black blood stained nose! of course I didn't tell them first what that was, I used my stingy sense of humor to play some tricks on my mother at first but eventually I told them the truth =)


I can't believe how tasting my own blood brought some memories, and why those especially? and how come I liked the taste? I always abhorred the scent of blood, being able to smell it from a distance, or is it only my blood that I liked? I think I'm starting to develop something new, a fetish, or something for my own blood! keeping in mind that I didn't taste anyone's else blood, so I don't know if it will taste the same. But it was really good! I want to try it again, because I want to feel the same effect again, it was so good that I can't remember it when I try to recall it again!

Euphoric mood swirls around
In full circles that has no end
Midnight melodies tickles my ear
Making my heart happy, I believe
A drop of blood races down my nose
Others on their way like a water hose
Black, reddish, warm, and scentless
I tasted it, slowly but carefully
roses and sugar, that was the taste
Coloring my senses with visions, so dazed
Licking it, tasting it, being addicted
Shocking to me, I liked it
And I wondered if it will last
And if other blood types are the same
Or thats what I get
When I try it at first
My first taste