Couldn't help myself today from feeling sad at the elderly couple passing slowly in front of my eyes
the man holding his wife's arm, they looked cute and sad.
some how quickly reminded me of my grandfather, everyday i realize how much i miss him
and how much i miss his visits and his care, after that i know that he is in a much better place i can't stop missing him.
i wish those times would come back again, when i used to stay at their home, travel with him and when he used to buy me things. and his up beat fashionable sense of sweets and chocolate, his old fashioned and posh cologne and clothing.
he was the perfect grandfather any person could ever have, can't get over the fact that the best grandpa passed away, but it was expected.
I watched the elderly short couple, the red headed wife, with her too old and colorful dress that had lots of flowers, classic colors, retro patterns and their old clothes flashed me back to the 90's. they walked very slowly, helpless and weak. I watched their old clothes. how they were peacefully together, I got the vibe of surrender coming out of them, it gave me shivers up my spine, I almost spun my head around to watch them till they were out of my vision and out of the way, I was thinking to go take a walk after them, but again though I shouldn't be that in love with sorrow.
It also made me think importantly of something else, about how am i going to be like when am that old, when am with my significant other, it intensely made me think about my position with my significant other that way in a flash.
are we going to look the same way? and if we are going to be that together and still that in love and very supportive.
obviously they looked cute because they were together for a lifetime, and i still can feel the strong bond and emotions they still have...
PS: this blog post was typed today when i was sitting on one of the benches, on a note file on the blackberry after feeling those deep emotions after seeing those couple.
Eternal Love
Monday, July 19, 2010
Posted by Scorpius at 5:48 PM 0 comments
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