Fury

I lay here on this mustard couch

Outside in the darkness of my house

I linger in the reception all night

My legs are put firmly aside

My head is filled with thoughts so loud

It shatters everything inside me

Temperature is hot and melting

Although the house is damp and cold

Can’t breath air, I can only breath hatred

My Heart is pounding hard like bullets

In my chest, my muscles are tense

My body is twitching in anger

Energy swirls around my skin

My hands feel tingly and numb

Disturbing hot air covers my aura

My eyes are widening and turning to black

I feel nothing but the need to kill

I feel nothing but wrath and anger

A vortex of dark energy hits my head

Making it full of blood that is heavy

Heavier than stones, hotter than a volcano

Experiencing it to the fullest instead of fighting it

That’s what I always do, and enjoy doing

All alone, still outside in the dark

Sorrow, anger, wrath, and darkness

Past memories, and every pain comes alive

The dog came barking at me in dismay

I gave him a glare, trying to send it some of it

My negativity and blackness backed it off

I keep thinking of the desperate need I have

To smash things off, kill him brutally, heartlessly

To rebel, spread bitterness and destruction

I kept ridding with my beautiful fantasy in my head

Stabbing him with a sharp knife

More than ten stabs on his body

To get this toxic feeling out of mine

Screaming, swearing at him while murdering him

Impulsively tearing out his pumping heart

Biting it so hard in agony and wrath

Chewing it then spitting it on his face

Stepping on him with my spiked pride

But I still feel this consuming dark feeling

Its dark black red color runs in my veins

It coils, it runs, it spreads, and it goes on

I just want destruction, submission and justice

Can’t help but screaming silently with my open mouth

Warm tears starts to fall down my cheeks

Onto the ground carrying every pain I suffer

I kept screaming silently with my mouth opened

A small groan escaped me accidentally

While I was screaming silently

Trying to let this feeling so strong out

But I felt worse, I felt so enraged

I only wish I can pass this to death

The waning moon shines on my cheeks

Cleansing me but I keep generating the same feeling

I keep doing this forever, I can’t feel anything

But this red lava burns deep inside of me

Have you felt it this intense before?

I doubt it! It’s very different with me

Sometimes, things around me move, lights play

Everything makes cracking sounds

I hear voices and sounds, I’m getting worn out

Of this strange habit, it goes wild

When I feel this way secretly

It’s a feeling, I feel quite a lot

Called Fury