Obsession

I Walked Clueless to the kitchen
Grabbing My favorite rosed Mug
I opened the Tap water and Pulled it over
To fill the mug full to the brim
I let my thoughts ponder
And my mind wonder
The water spilled off
The over-spilled mug
I felt my thoughts intensity
Running away from me
Spilling as the water flows
to the tubes to the sewers
I grabbed a towel to wipe it up
My thoughts were scattered
I tried to box-them
But they escaped I couldn't wipe the water
It was heavy like my thoughts
I walked away to the bathroom
And grabbed my knife
Trying to stop it
By cutting the obsession away
But I couldn't
Only blood was spilling
Covering my wrist
And the pearl white floor
Making it colorful with dark red blood
That Looked like polka dots
On a neat nun's dress
That confused my mind more
And made me fall into myself
Thinking deeply of nothing
But my obsession
My All-consuming Obsession